Your Typical Introvert

I was lost. I was mad. I was sad. No, it’s not because of all the questions or judgement people threw at me. True that sometimes those words did hurt me. Of course I was feeling down when some people questioned about my college life—at the sa…

What kind of person am I? Since you ask, I will tell you... I'm a very secretive person. I don't even share any secret with my diary.

When my period is coming near, I start craving for ices; ice cream, ice coffee, ice tea, ice syrup, ice block, ice rock, every kind of ice that's cold. Ah, I might as well be watching Frozen. So here I am now... in between the fridge door, kidn…

disclaimer "I am feeling down. Would you listen to my story?" There it is. The feeling. That inconvenient things has come invading my mind again. Everyday. Almost every single day since the beginning of December, my mood has gon…

image taken from here I only have two choices: to eat or stay starving . Both are very inconvenient to do. But... That's my own cooking .  But again... I should not waste food, right? I sighed, hard.  Looking at the ri…

disclaimer     Tetiba saja saya jadi teringat dengan kelas perdana mata kuliah Psikologi Perkembangan Dewasa-Lansia awal semester ini. Seperti biasanya, dosen melemparkan pertanyaan cliche pada sesi pengantar mata kuliah: “Kenapa kita haru…

Just this afternoon I told Kak Mei that I was sad. I didn't usually speak out my feeling. But today, an unknown drive within me had made me say it; I am sad. I didn't expect anything from her, because I seriously don't feel comfort…

The earth is growing old, and the people in it is going crazier. The world is in big chaos. Natural disaster happen everywhere. Volcanoes are partying with high spirit, typhoon and storm are running in the horizon, the sky who is a shy type …

"Why do people cry?" I haven't gotten the answer of that question, yet. Right, people cry for various reason. Because they were hurt, they were tired of something, they were upset, and losing something important. But why? ...an…

“Kalian tidak tahu apa yang aku rasakan.” Kalimat itu pasti pernah terlintas di benak setiap orang. Kadang-kadang, menempatkan diri di dalam forum besar hanyalah sebentuk pelarian; rasionalisasi bahwa kita tidak sendirian, meski gaduhnya …

Suara tahlilan dari mesjid masih nyaring terdengar. Isya baru saja tiba dan akan tinggal hingga penghujung malam. Kontras dengan suara lantang yang mengumandang dari corong masjid, kamar kecil tempat aku mengurung diri tetap dengan suasana yang sep…

grow... grow... grow... I whisper in my head while munching Oreo . The night is getting late and my stomach keep grumbling not minding the hour. I wanna scold that annoying digestive of mine which successfully breaking my concentration. Now I ca…

January will soon leave. 2014 is walking so fast, as if it was running on some kind of marathon track. And me who never did good in any march, is being left behind.  When I saw calendar this morning, I realize I don’t have much time left to…

When I have problem, that should be you where I'd go... That should be you whom I could let out my anxiety, sharing my uneasy feeling... But even the person I trust the most wouldn't hear and understand me. So the last thing I could do is p…

Happy new year! disclaimer Yes, I know, I'm late. But hey, I just feeling coming into this year today. What the...? Some parts of my memory still linger in 2013. Even when the last day of 2013 is about to leave, I didn't fee…

Cry with me, smile with me Kanjite zutto...  - NEWS, With Me. Akhirnya saya menangis lagi! Tidak menangis untuk tenggang waktu beberapa minggu merupakan pencapaian yang hebat bagi seorang crybaby seperti saya.  Saya sering mena…

I think, this is something that I don't have?

AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ Don't come closer! You may hurt your ear. Yes, I really want to scream right now. But there's no way I'd do that. I never ever scream that loud all my life! and I can't imagine if I'd rea…

I'm getting confused these days... Whenever I sleep, I'll have nightmare.

I think we can be good friend, but seems like it's not...? I want to believe that you care about me too, like how I care about you.  But... I think I'm wrong...